Ikai is OK

Hello everyone… I uh guess that even if you didn’t read my letters it must have been a bit worrying that you didn’t receive any for a while. I’m really sorry. There is a lot to be sorry about and I am. Good news is I’m ok! I’m finally ok and it’s not thanks to me.

I will try to explain what happened in the past weeks. It seemed so long ago that I was my normal self, but I’ll do my best to explain it all because it’s really important and I really want you to understand. Just remember that I’m ok now, ok?

I think the last letter I sent was from when we left for the Ultros. We were resting in this inn, the place where we started actually. I had Neossos back then and all was nice in some way. After some rest we followed the map we had to this really creepy place - it was like the end of the world almost, or it felt like it. We did nearly get crushed by a canyon that closed on its own, if it wasn’t for Neossos I wouldn’t have made it. Anyway there was this super deep cliff thing, it just felt all kinds of creepy.

And the creepiness didn’t stop because we finally found the ship! Well Torag did, it was in this secret lake. Back then I didn’t know the Ultros was still like a super ghost ship thing. I thought maybe it was a little dusty and we’d have to fix it, not that it was haunted! I could sense them everywhere!

Downstairs of in the ship we found these coins which were weird because I suddenly understood draconic. But anyway the important thing was that it was full of GHOSTS. And I mean it, rows and rows of them! We had all these visions, that the captain who seemed rather nasty wanted to punish some people, like some of the important ones on the ship. He asked us to fix it. We didn’t want to but they, the ghosts they now were, were attacking us!

And one of them did this thing… It’s like its face burned into my mind and body and it was horrible and when I woke up, I was taller? It all happened so fast, but… I’m afraid I lost a lot of years there… I did kick their asses after, I even kicked Torag’s ass when he became possessed by one of them.

In the end we saw that captain again, Estor he’s called, and he… He  turned to me to offer me power. I would be the most suited. It felt very wrong, but at the same time, I thought, maybe I can use that to save my mom, and.. And he…

I’ll tell next time ok